"I Picked You Up"

I picked you up
  From your house
You wore pink
  You looked nice

You wanted to shop
  And visit your mom
Grab some dinner
  And hang at your place

At the mall
  You were touchy
At first
  I didn’t mind

The hand holding
  Was okay
And the piggy back ride
  I didn’t mind

But when you
  Pushed me against the wall
Turning my face to the side
  I knew this was the end

I was afraid
  I asked you to stop
But you wouldn’t
  You just pressed harder against me

I could feel you breathing on me
  Your breath so hot
One hand on my thigh
  The other my shoulder

It didn’t last very long
  But long enough
It may not have been rape
  But it doesn’t really matter

You violated me
  You invaded my space
You grinded against me
  And for what

And we went to dinner
  I was so embarrassed
We went to your house
  And you wanted me to stay

I made up an excuse
  Some creative little lie
You pleaded with me
  Said you didn’t want to say goodbye

But I was finished
  I knew our friendship deadly
I knew I wasn’t guaranteed
  To be safe with you again

I drove away that night
  Your scent on me
Tears
  Streaming down my face

In my mind
  The story would end:
No truer friend
  Had I ever known

But then reality
  Came crashing in
Our friendship
  It was time to end